For Mantis

[iamjustvisiting]

It had been a couple days since the incident with Yani and Tommy was out of his mind. He was chain smoking (something he rarely did at all, smoke), drinking like a fish, and wandering aimlessly through the Nexus. He couldn't sit still and that paired with the fact Antheans didn't sleep left him manic.

The other downside of the incident is that it had stirred up the memories of his torture. He couldn't get his empathy under control, though luckily his telepathy was closed up tight. The over 6 foot, unusually skinny man with orange hair wandering frantically about was disturbing the others. He didn't care. He couldn't care. He just wanted the memories to stop. The more he fought them the louder they seemed to become. It was a wonder he hadn't worn a track in the sidewalks around the Plaza where he was making his randomly patterned rounds.

Something had to give or he was going to lose his mind.

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[iamjustvisiting]

"Easy words from an abundant species." Tommy's gaze glazes over a bit. "Humanity always imagining their experience and emotions dictate how every thing else exists."

Tommy's eyes meet Mantis' mask blank and unblinking. "You're arrogant in your assumption. It's why your species remains ignorant."

Tommy's own brand of Xenophobia and dislike of humans comes full to the surface. It usually remained carefully tucked away, easy to hide after decades living among, living as a human. Darkness is starting to creep into Newton's otherwise emotionless presence. He hadn't thought much about his views on humans since escaping his captivity but the curious amusement he had regarding them with when he arrived had left the moment they fused his prostheses to his body with radiation. When they robbed him of his appearance things changed fundamentally and in ways that could never be recovered.

[ginger_firebird]

That…was completely fair. He’s out of his depth when it comes to someone so old and so profoundly hurt and different from the kinds of people Mantis is used to. He nods, knowing there’s nothing he can do to change that kind of mind when it comes to humans.

“We’re not a good species by many measures. More so by yours.”

Yaga flattens his ears slightly, but still keeps his gaze on the other man. Mantis knows he’s touched a hell of a nerve, but he’s not about to assume there’s anything he can do to solve it.

“You don’t have to hide the anger if it hurts you more to do so. No one can blame you for being in pain.”

[iamjustvisiting]

"In the distant pass ours behaved much the same." Tommy admits but then looks to the cat. "We aren't those people now."

Tommy gently caresses the flattened ears but his eyes are on Mantis. "My anger would kill you and leave me near the same. You don't understand my species or what we were once capable of."

Newton is thinking about the war. It shifts the darkness in his presence, taints it with fear and guilt.

[ginger_firebird]

"I hope humanity steps up to that before it's too late." And he really means that. There's so much of a mess he left behind, more so in the ten years between dying and ending up in this place.

Yaga accepts the pets and licks Tommy's hand again. His purring starts up again in earnest, and he calms down somewhat. "I don't, but I'm not one to give up without exhausting solutions, even in potential. No one is completely hopeless."

Goodness knows he's got some potential left in him. Yaga meows and grabs Tommy's hand between his paws, wings fluttering as he continues to clean up the hand.

[iamjustvisiting]

"They have the opportunity if they take it before it is too late." Tommy tells him with some finality. He knew when the last chance would be and still didn't know if that was a blessing or a curse.

Tommy's eyes shift away to Yaga and then almost rolls his eyes. "That is a flaw of humanity. Believing you can force others to share your hope, optimism and desire to find a solution. It alienates the alien in yourself and outside of it."